im 16 now. my parents were having a go at me for being an awful child. i really wanted to turn around and shout and scream at them for being awful parents. ive SH for about 4 and a half years (wrists, never covered and many other ways)- they never noticed. ive suffered from depression for about a year longer-they never noticed. i tried to commit suicide twice- they taught they were accidents. they put so much focus on my weight i convinced myself i was fat. i started dieting at the age of 12, it soon got out of control and my weight plummeted- they saw no problem. i cant tell them those things (for a start i dont think they'd believe me...). but every time i get angry with them i have the urge just to blurt it all out, even though i know i shouldnt. how can i stop myself from letting slip accidentally? and do i really have a right to be angry with them for my own problems?