Please answer me Guess i was eating normal till i was 10 years old... then i start to eat as much as i can, until i wasnt sick... i eat so much that sometimes i even puke... between ages 10-14 i became fat, in 2005 i had over 100 kg... Then i lose over 30 kg from November 2005 to May 2006.... I had 67 kg in Nov 2006... But then i got depressed in late 06 for 2 months and in early 2007 i had 73 kg.... in whole 2007 my weight was going from 72-79 kg... I never had stabile weight.... However, last 3 months i have depression again and i have over 80 kg! The problem is, that since i lose weight i eat very very unhealthy and most of the time eat as much as i can, lot of times i eat until i am sick... Always when i become fat for 5-10 kg, i lose weight again in next 14 days with eating less than 1000 kcal a day... However this problems became severe in last 3 months... Every day i eat so much food... At least twice daily my stomach hurts me because of food... I also have problems with swalloving food, i just feel uncomfortable... And i feel so fat and ugly because of my weight... Always when i lose lot of weight my self esteem jump... After eating food I always feel guilty, sad and depressed... Today i even put finger in my throat and puke... Do i have binge eating or compulsive eating disorder or any other disorder? Ps: If you put your finger in throat occasionaly, can you get bulimia?