I'm not suicidal. But my life has been such a mess it's been incredible. (I'm not going to talk about it here as it's not relevant to my point), Anyway, in a nutshell I don't want any sympathy, I don't want any help, I just want to make sense of it all. I entertain thoughts of suicide but I figure that cos I've been through enough shit already I'll probably live to a ripe old age - which depresses me even more. So why am I on this forum? Basically because there's so much stuff that I can't talk to anyone about face to face (I can't be bothered with relationships - I'd only pretend to be someone I'm not). I kind of hope someone here will say something like 'Oh yeah I understand what you're talking about cos that happened to me' instead of thinking I'm some sort of freak. Anyway that's how it is, if I shouldn't be here, then please tell me and I'll leave. However I've noticed that there's a lot of talk on the forum about religion and what the point of life is, and what people have learnt from their experiences etc. but it seems to me the best way to be heard is to claim you're going to do something drastic... which I'm obviously not. I notice there's a section on this forum where people post short stories and poems and I think it'd be nice/helpful to have a 'Reflections' section where people can talk about their thoughts on life, be it religious, philosophical or just simple observations, where maybe those with questions that trouble them can look for answers. Do people agree with me? If enough people agree with me is there some method of requesting this? Thoughts anyone?