Do I lack insight?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by IntoTheWoods, Oct 12, 2011.

  1. IntoTheWoods

    IntoTheWoods Guest

    Have had a horrid couple of days, feeling really low - saw T yesterday and T has asked me to check in with them everyday, also asked if I wanted an extra session this week.

    It has scared me thinking that maybe T can see something in me that I can't see - I do feel quite closed off from T, but am I missing something else about me?

    T spent a long time questioning me about my kids, I was wanting T to back off, I did not want to talk about them - then I wondered if T was gauging me and my responses and I started to feel a little panicked and then started to be more cautious in my responses.

    I just feel very mixed up today - I can block it all off and be all smiley, but inside there is terror.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i think you should tell your T how his questions made you feel how make him aware that you are becoming more anxious okay Tell T what is going on inside you okay so he or she can help you more hugs
     
  3. IntoTheWoods

    IntoTheWoods Guest

    Part of me knows I should tell T - but he is seeming to be more distant in my head, the mistrust is growing and I am scared his concern means that he feels he can't help me and that I need something more intensive - then I wonder if I am making up all this stuff in my head, that I am just living some fantasy - I feel so confused, do I want to harm myself, or is it some weird head game that my brain is playing/