do I make the call?

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by meme333, Sep 10, 2011.

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  1. meme333

    meme333 Well-Known Member

    If you are sitting around with something that could harm you, do you really tell? Do I really call someone like my therapist? I don't know.

    Why do I ask if I really want to do it right?

    I don't know.
    I am so sad and don't think I will ever be happy.

    I'm tired of people always being unkind when I try so hard to treat others with respect and help when I am able.

    I'm tired of the memories that feel like they are happening all over.

    I'm alone, I'm tired and I want to give up.
  2. thorns_all_over

    thorns_all_over Green Thumb Staff Alumni

    Actually I feel the same in some way... I'm alone as well, ready to give up.
    I don't really have any hope for my future, yet I keep on going. Who knows why
    I even try!?!

    And there is also a thing as being TOO nice.
    Then most people just try and take advantage of you... something that will
    never change!

    Only you know if you should call or not... if you want the help to maybe
    overcome the burden you are carrying on your own.

    I guess it's worth a try, don't you think?!!!!
    Happiness never just comes to you, you have to look for it...
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun you call okay you tell T how bad you are T will help in that moment of stress to calm your thoughts down some You call crisis they will help too
    Never try to fight the sadness alone not when help is there hun You deserve that help that compassion okay hugs
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I think when we are not doing well, people's unkindness is is the heaviness of our spirit that seems to be estute at seeing those acts...J
  5. meme333

    meme333 Well-Known Member

    I know happiness isn't going to just happen.
    I try really hard.
    I go to school, I try to be with friends and help people.

    I'm sad. I'm alone.
    Nobody cares.
    Nobody ever has.
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    that depression talking to you hun people care but when you are depressed you don't see anything hun i hope you make a call to your doctor and get some help
  7. meme333

    meme333 Well-Known Member

    I know I sound pathetic saying those usual lines.
    well, thanks
  8. twing

    twing Active Member

    I know what you mean there, i try to be nice to other people but then they turn around and openly run me down wtf?
  9. meme333

    meme333 Well-Known Member

    ya, I"m sorry you get run down.
    I don't really get run down by people other than one "friend" who feels she's getting her feelings out and then says things that are way off.

    Saw my doc today and trying some other things to help my thought processes.
    I have reason to be depressed. It's not medical with me. Meds do nothing.
    It's just what I'm living and have lived through that gets too much to bear.
  10. twing

    twing Active Member

    feels the same for me feeling like im not getting anywhere in life and a whole history of ongoing social anxiety is what i believe is causing my depression.
  11. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    It is all the stress in our lifes that causes the chemical inmbalances in our brain so med then is needed it corrects the damage caused by the stress hugs
  12. meme333

    meme333 Well-Known Member

    I have no problem with meds if they help someone and I understand the dynamics of it all.
    In my case it is not helpful and I have tried several.
    There are no imbalances that need correcting.
    My depression comes from traumatic events that creep up all the time, from being alone...etc. etc.
    I know many people suffering from p.t.s.d. that do find medication helpful but
    it is not the case with me.

    Please understand that I support people who can be helped by meds but it is not helpful for me...that's all I am meaning here.
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