If you are sitting around with something that could harm you, do you really tell? Do I really call someone like my therapist? I don't know. Why do I ask if I really want to do it right? I don't know. I am so sad and don't think I will ever be happy. I'm tired of people always being unkind when I try so hard to treat others with respect and help when I am able. I'm tired of the memories that feel like they are happening all over. I'm alone, I'm tired and I want to give up.