I've dealt with depression on and off for 25 years. Thought I had it under control but it came back with a vengeance. No active suicide planning because I have too many responsibilities, but I fantasize about it all the time and I'm sure it affects my mood.
My girlfriend feels that I'm pushing her away, which is typical for depression. She's close to leaving me. I'm at a crossroads. Do I let her in and let her try to help me, or do I push her away, breaking her heart in the short run but saving her from the long-term pain of dealing with me and my really bad prognosis of ever recovering for good?
I'd appreciate advice from anyone else who's been in this situation.
Thanks!
My girlfriend feels that I'm pushing her away, which is typical for depression. She's close to leaving me. I'm at a crossroads. Do I let her in and let her try to help me, or do I push her away, breaking her heart in the short run but saving her from the long-term pain of dealing with me and my really bad prognosis of ever recovering for good?
I'd appreciate advice from anyone else who's been in this situation.
Thanks!