When I was in college I came to this forum. However, I cannot help but feel this is a futile effort. I come here, rant, then I do not take the advice of others. Really it is just like talking to myself or a wall. I mean I am constantly planning my suicide. I am just waiting for the right time. That time will be the next time I am living on my own. Once I have ditched my annoying roommate. I will find a small studio apartment. Live there while I pay off my credit cards. Then kill myself, I am not going to get better. Yet I continue to be on this forum. What am I doing here? Why do I waste the time and disk space?