I'm feeling slightly strange. I feel like im growing old early. Every week me and my friends go out and come back feeling slightly crap. And then the next week they get excited and want to go out again and I'll go out but I'm always apprehensive about it. I would rather go out less often (by going out I mean clubbing) , fall in love and settle down. I still want to go out but I would rather do other things apart from go out clubbing. I like drinking and going out with my friends but I just want to do something different.I would rather go out to one pub or bar and stay there and actually chat until midnight and then go home. I almost feel more mature than my friends, and I don't like going out clubbing so much, but I feel like if I don't go out then they'll think I'm a wuss and I wont see my friends as much.