I really feel like I give off this impression that I'm some kind of cheap and easy whore. I know I'm not, I don't dress or act like I am yet I still attract piece of shit guys who want to use me, degrade me and make me feel worthless. I don't get it anymore, i honestly don't. No matter how hard I try or even don't try for that matter I can't land a decent guy that is iwlling to accept me for who I am. Someone who is willing ot wipe away my tears doesn't exist, all that exist are teh egotistical, self absorbed pieces of shit who just want some chick to spread her legs and go down on them. I've completely given up on everything in my life, I just don't give a shit anymore.I've shut everyone out, told all the ppl that care(d) about me to basically leave me alone. I'm ready to just curl up and die.