Morning rush yeah I def need to work on taking one thing at a time. I will be thinking 3 steps ahead when I havent even started the first step! Why must I feel the need to plan my future, instead of going with the flow more.
Flowers, what I am interested in? If money were no object I would be doing something involving sports or active living I think. That is my true passion in life. In high school though I always did well in math and such. Have thought I would be an engineer from a young age. I do not enjoy learning calculus but physics I like more. I know a lot of the time people dont enjoy school but enjoy it more once they are employed doing real work not just theory crap, I hope this would be the case with me. I think I will pursue the degree, and I could probably be like a ski guide or something if I found out thats what I really wanted later on. I think getting a degree would be good for depression too, its been so long since ive followed through on a big goal, get some confidence back maybe.