My ex- girlfriend's mom hang herself in a basement. That was terrible. But I remember her suffering every day. She was drinking a lot, too. She used to be a lovely person, very cheerful..... My brother-in-law's brother killed heimself after his girlfriend broke up with him. Why can't people cope? I can't stand the pain. I can't watch people suffer. I suffer with them. I'm like a sponge absorbing all the pain in the world. I'm close to a breaking point. I don't how much longer I will hold on.