sometimes you want to burn people as they sleep,,, fuck i have some real nasty thoughts sometimes.> would never do it they DO NOT compare with my dreams though. I can have horrific violent dreams one time I was smashing this persons face in with my fist and it burst apart like an old smushy apple. ive covered one person in petrol in my dreams and tormented them for hours about lighting the match. that scene in misery, where she hobbles the writer, ive dreamed of doing that to many people chaining and torturing people to an extreme. films most would consider sick and over the top,, appeal to my sadistic nature. the thing is, these thoughts arnt me, they are fleeting moments that soon pass unless im dreaming, then when i wake it bores into my day like a masonry drill bit. Im scared they are a dark part of me wanting to come out, ill never let them, id rather die first.