I feel this way everyday from the time I wake up until I go to bed. I'll lay awake at night wishing for some magical fairy to change my world. I can't explain how bad I feel. I've been trying to go to college but to no avail. I just can't afford it, my mom and dad refuse to help me pay. I'm living with my mom but I'm getting kicked out because her 28 year old fiance doesn't like me. She listens to his every command like a dog, it sickens me. I have a job but not enough hours to even pay for an apartment. Six months ago, when I orginally got kicked out I slept in my car for two months. That's not even an option anymore since I wrecked my car and can't afford insurance. I have one friend and he's a great guy but there's no way I'd be able to live with him. I just wish sometimes my life was a video game, so I could hit reset.