Sometimes I read about how people kill themselves and I become really jealous that they were able to do it so easily. Well, it wasn't easy I'm sure, but that they were able to just do it really makes me envy them. I've already figured out the psychological barrier preventing me from doing it and I'm working on removing said barrier. Their deaths also inspire me to do it though. I feel like if they did it then dying can't be too bad. Anyway, I just wanted to get that off my chest. I haven't done it yet because I have a dream I need to achieve first. Once that's done, it'll be much easier for me to end it all. I do wonder though..what happens when I die? Am I reborn in a different era? Will I suddenly wake up at the age of 5 years old as a different person with different parents in 1987? I'm a strong believer in reincarnation so I guess that's why I pose such a question. Bleh.