You ever get that feeling like you're going to die? I woke up this morning with this strong sense of death. And I can't be sure who's death, as I can't be sure of anything these days, but I felt it. I've always felt it, but today, it felt real, like it's near. And the honest truth is, I'm afraid. I've never been afraid of it before, even welcomed the thought, but this morning, my heart was beating. the feeling was so strong and real. I keep dreaming of suicide and now the possibility of dying is scaring me. There's something left undone here and now I'm so afraid I won't be able to finish it. Just at the moment in my life when i feel like there can be change... Am I just afraid, of the change that's coming, turning the positive against itself because I've jailed myself in my own pessimism? Or is this real? Am I sensing death coming to me? Seven years ago I sensed an enormous distaster was going to occur before the end of the year, a few months later, two commercial jets destroyed the World Trade Center. Am I crazy? I'm supposed to choose this. Now it's coming for me. Does anyone else have that feeling like they are going to die before their time?