Do you ever get the feeling....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cloud9, Feb 16, 2009.

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  1. cloud9

    cloud9 Well-Known Member

    that the world is passing you by...
    that ur passsable
    ignorable
    not worth a second glance
    not noticeable
    that ur not liked
    or maybe no one likes u
    that u could jump in front of a train, but no one would stop to look
    that ur the ball boy
    the water boy
    expendable
    damaged goods
    broken
    abnormal
    strange
    unsocial
    pathetic
    fake
    introverted
    a loser

    do u ever wish u could wither away to dust
    cease to exist
    turn back the clock
    be gone with a snap of a finger
    there wa no uncertainty surrounding death so u could write ur ticket to suicide.........:unsure::sad:
     
  2. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    All the time.
     
  3. TheBLA

    TheBLA Well-Known Member

    Yep, I agree with most of them, especially where I wish I could turn back time and do everything differently.

    The main problem with me is that now I've spent so much of my life being introverted, staying indoors and cooped up and not having a normal social and exciting life like everyone else has, that I've been messed up for the rest of my life, that I was screwed up in my most important formative years and the rest of my life will be very difficult and painful and that's why I should end it.

    Like for instance what woman would marry a guy that did nothing in his life, what child/children would want a father like that who didn't do anything exciting in his life like go to prom, parties, etc etc etc? So I can never have a life partner I love (not something like an arranged marriage which will probably happen to me) or children, especially children as I'm afraid they would be messed up like I am. I wish I could turn back the clock but there's no point in lamenting about it. :sad:
     
  4. black mamba

    black mamba Active Member

    Of course, all of them without exception. Even when someone tells me the opposite I find it impossible to believe them. There words may well be sincere but they seem totally hollow. Although most of the time I think they're being sarcastic.
     
  5. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    yes. most of those feelings i have had. still have. invisible - is how i've felt all my life.

    however, there can be great beauty that comes from having had great pain.
    we who feel deeply- feel deeply- also love. it is what drives me on - past survival - to a life, real and true.
    i hope you are driven to seek the same - xxxx
     
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Yep!! Most of them!! Thats why I lock myself away from the world!!!
     
  7. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Hell yeah. I guess that's why we are all here.
     
  8. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    Absolutely! Everyday and twice on Sunday!
     
  9. cloud9

    cloud9 Well-Known Member

    *hug Hope all of you experience these feelings...
     
  10. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    yeah...
     
  11. crookxshanks

    crookxshanks Well-Known Member

    all the time
     
  12. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    every single day
     
  13. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    pretty much so
     
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