Do you guys have reasons for your depression

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by wastedmylife, Oct 26, 2008.

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  1. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    Can you see how all your issues started, I can, it is when I didnt stick up for my dog and myself when I had my dogs leg amputated because the **** mother fucking doctor manipulated me into getting it amputated because he said there was a tumor, because I am a big mother fucking coward I decided to let it eat away at me instead of sticking up for myself and my life has sure gone to shit since then

    My problem is so embaressing it is pathetic, it is embaressing to explain my problem to people

    Now my hatred and my problems are at an extreme, the anger I feel towards that doctor is beyond extreme now, even though I should blame myself because I didnt stick up for myself at the time, but regardless this has created a massive amounts of problems

    This happened in April of 2007 and I absolutley let it destroy my life, I dont know why
     
  2. Reki

    Reki Well-Known Member

    If the dog had a tumor that was beyond treatment I think amputation was the right course of action. It would have been much more painful in the long run if it had been left unchecked and allowed to spread. I'm not saying it means it shouldn't have been painful but that sometimes none of the options open are pretty and we have to choose the least ugly. I'm sorry to hear about your dog but I think the decision you made was the right one.
     
  3. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    the dog didnt have a tumor, that is the problem
     
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    A lot of guys have erectile difficulties dude. Have you seen a urologist to see what can be done?
     
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    How did we go from having your dogs leg removef to having erectile disfuntion? Did I miss something?
     
  6. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    ya i must be missing some extremely fine print?
     
  7. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    One of his testicles were damaged by his dog, before he was put down. You can still live a reasonably fulfilling life. It doesn't make you any less of a man. :hug:
     
  8. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    I have said in the past part of my problem is an injury that was more or less caused by this probably unneccessary amputation, very long story and hard to explain, I try not to rat people out but something about this guys posts creep me out, he seems to take a delight in other peoples suffering, whatever it is the internet and this is all bullshit
     
  9. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey wasted my life,
    O.K. you have a problem, then you need to work thru it to find some sort of peace with it. You need to learn how to become intimate and love yourself. For that I recommend a therapist. A good one not some quack trying to make a buck.
    Do you still go places with your friends? being social can help with you learning all over again how to love and be a caring individual. You don't have to explain nothing personal like that. Just change the subject or turn the question around onto the person asking you.
    I know people with erectile disfunction that the meds available didn't help them. Hell one of my sisters friends had a pump put in and he just pumps it up. Give life a chance and be happy you have a social life. Take Care!!~Joseph~
     
  10. Angelo_91

    Angelo_91 Well-Known Member

    i think we all have a reason for our depression
     
  11. bluegrey

    bluegrey Antiquities Friend

    I lost my dog to cancer in 2004 the poor little fella suffered badly. I'm too sensitive because almost five years later I can cry buckets just by seeing one of his toys. Losing a pet can feel worse than losing a friend or relative.

    My Brother and I were beaten viciously growing up. My Brother today is poisoned with anger, an alcoholic day-laborer with several assault arrests despite once working in real estate, serving six years in the Marine Corps and having a college degree.

    Aside from trust and hypersensitivity problems the abuse left me with anger that sends me into depressions.
     
  12. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    <mod edit - Robin - Don't flame>
     
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