I do at the moment. I started sleeping with my boyfriend after 1 month of being with him, we've been together for about 5 months now. I love him. I could never sleep with someone I don't love, I feel over exposed and like I'm being used. I hate that feeling. He's the second guy I've been with - my first was my high school boyfriend (I'm 20 now) who was also dealing with depression. We had sex like 2 times and it was because he was moving away and I wanted to share this with him. I had offers after that, but they just solely wanted to get in my pants and that alone drove me off. I need to have feelings - I can't just have sex, I need to make love. Otherwise I just think it's pointless.