I'm a junior in high school, and througout my life I've been told that once you graduate from school, you go straight to college. Its not even a question whether or not I go, its already known that you're going. My problem is that I feel like I'm at a crossroads with this. I'm not sure whther I want to go college. It seems that everytime school starts back up again, so does my depression. I don't feel like I could handle the damands of college. I would be putting myself through a mental hell. I know getting an education is very very important, but I feel like its not worth putting myself through hell and possibly becoming suicidal again. Its just not worth it to me. I also don't want to work at a mediocre jpb for the rest of my life either. I'm really torn on what to do. I want to know if anybody didn't go to college and felt like it was the right decision. And any advice is HIGHLY appreciated.