i personally WANT to die.
I have found alot of people dont really understand it as my only reasoning for it is that I am done with everything; breathing, listening, looking, moving, sleeping, eating, waking, walking, everything. The experience that is life just has no attraction to me what so ever.
I am done.
I am just waiting till it will be absolute and i wont get caught or anything so i wont have to keep living. Or worse again have to live life brain damaged and unable to help myself.