Do you know what I mean?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by emoprincess, Jan 6, 2012.

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  1. emoprincess

    emoprincess Well-Known Member

    Today I found out that an old friend from college has died. We weren't really close, but we'd worked together a few times, so I knew he was a really nice guy. He was so young, only 19. A life wasted.

    Is it so bad of me to be jealous? It happens to me everytime I know someone that dies. I wonder what it's like. I wish it were me in that situation. Am I the only one?
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I have truly felt this way...for me, it was a way to give myself control without actually having to injure myself...please PM me if you would like to talk, especially to find ways to stay with us
  3. sevendust

    sevendust Active Member

    Sorry to read of bout your friend. I'm not jealous, but happy for those that die, not having to deal with this cruel world anymore.
  4. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I had a friend die at 19 just last month.

    I empathize with how you're feeling about, if it means anything.
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