While I haven't posted here before, I have been following this and other forums that have suicide threads relatively close, and I have always seen people saying that suicide is not the way, that things will get better eventually. My question is: Do you really think that? Because I don't. I have suicidal thoughts too, and I am seriously thinking of doing it, because I KNOW that for me at least it won't get better. I'll give myself as an example: I am a loser. Nobody likes me and I am unable to have proper conversations with people. I am a guy, 20 years old, and I don't have any friends. I have always been alone. I never went out with people or ever had a gf and I am also underachieving in school. I don't want to go into many details, but what I'm geting at is that things won't get better. I will always be alone, ignored by everyone, a chore to my parents, and a failure on a profesional level. And I am also ugly and impotent(yeah), so stuff won't be geting better on an intimate level either. And I accept that. I know I was born to fail, and I am ready to end it, because I know for a fact that things can't get better. I have searched about incels, and I saw people just like me that are in their 40s and 50s that are alone, unwanted and barely make any money to pay their bills, let alone afford video games( the only thing thay still brings me joy). In my case, not killing myself would only make things worse. That's why I'm asking if you truly believe what you are saying, and why.