Do you avoid being in relationships because you feel you don’t deserve to be with someone? I do. One of the main reason I avoid dating is because I don’t think I deserve to be in a relationship. I’m attracted to nice, lovely ladies and I think nice, lovely ladies deserve to be in relationships with amazing men. Not only am I not amazing, I’m not even average. I don’t think I’m good enough to be in a relationship with a nice girl. As of right now, my misery mostly, only affects me…but if I was to be in a relationship, my own problems would begin to affect my sweetheart’s life. I’ve always dreamed of being the ultimate blessing in a lovely ladies life, not a burden. I could only allow myself to be in a relationship with a good, loving woman if I knew I had the capacity to provide her the emotional, financial, and physical comfort she needs and deserves. If I was to enter into a relationship without having the capacity to provide a lady the things she deserves, I would feel sooo terrible. I couldn’t be in a relationship unless I knew my presents was making her life much more enjoyable. I hope to some day overcome most of my mental and physical disorders…. but until that day comes, I don’t think I can allow myself to be in a relationship with a lovely lady. Most likely that day will never come and I will die alone, but I would rather do that then potentially impair the life of someone I care about by allowing myself to be in a relationship. Can anyone relate to these unusual thoughts or am I one of a kind?