So I had a great night chatting with lots of you last night, stayed awake all night, had a great time at work and then...... I went to the doctors(bear in mind my stomach was throbbing really bad, felt like someone was stabbing me, I simply asked the doctor for painkillers, showed her where the pain was. She examined me and told me my heart rate was extremely high. All week I've had the pain and was using leftover painkillers for it. (I am not addicted to painkillers. We had a massive row after she refused point blank to prescribe addictive painkillers (Tramadol) its what takes the pain away. I sort of lost my cool (severe pain makes me angry), I refused to leave until she gave me painkillers....,she told me she was banning me from the surgery, I said that's fine you're not helping me anyway. She sat there for 30 mins with arms crossed, so did I. She threatened to call 999, then she did but hung up. Then she came to the conclusion I was distressed and needed a an injection of midazolam. I was in so much pain and so tired,hurt,angry I gave in and apologized, she gave me a hug but told me if it happens again I will be banned from the surgery, at this state I was crying really bad, she gave me tissues, hugged me, told me I was very intelligent....we hugged again, and I said I'm sorry again and I left crying. I must have been in there for more than an hour. Oh and to avoid confusion I am on valium(addictive) but psych prescribes that which is why I get that. I think she's being completely unreasonable considering I was in a lot of pain. ....I worked today, for charity, I won't let her ruin my day I'm going to see what the consultant says tomorrow. Thinking positive..,onwards is the only way to move! Positive,positive,positive!