I have problems with dating. There are never problems getting dates, but once guys find out I won't have sex with them until marriage, it is pretty much a deal breaker. I try to keep my opinions and my private life personal until I am pressed. It's not that I'm a Jesus freak. I just went to Catholic school my whole life and just want it to be special with my husband (if I ever even get married) :-( Anyway, after a guy presses me and keeps asking and wonders why I won't give it up, I eventually have to tell them. I just don't see what the big deal is. It's not like I'm asking for exclusivity. I just want somebody to go out with, have fun, and make out... but then guys get bored and start to say that they feel like they are in high school and make me feel like a freak... Anyway, I talked about this with the doctor today. He honestly made me feel more self-conscious. He told me how he broke it off with a girl before because he figured if at 24, it was that important to her that she hadn't lost it, he didn't want to do it and the lack of experience turned him off. This made me feel soooo terrible. Now, I will forever think that this is what guys think of me. At least when I was younger, I was prettier. Any guy would have wanted to be my first. Now, they don't even care about it. I'm almost 22 and I just feel like an idiot. I don't want to compromise my morals, but I'm also getting up there in age and I'm sick of being alone. To top it off, this doctor also had to tell me how his wife isn't a virgin... Why is life such a double edged sword??? Guys act like they are soooo cool with it and impressed, but then they freak out after a while when they realize you won't sleep with them. At the same time, they call women *****s when they want to actually use their sexuality. Either way, I was stuck at home tonight like a loser!!!