A lot of the time I feel like I am getting shanked just for having the gaul to get up in the morning and continued the struggle all over again. I really hate slogging through like this and not really having any fun. I can 'talk' to other people about this bumxhit but I am always left to deal with it myself. I am feeling this way and I have to get the fcuk out there and do a serious hunt for a new career? This is fcuking insane! I am better off getting a job as a night janitor somewhere. Don't now how the fcuk I am supposed to get a career going feeling like this. I don't feel like putting in too many specifics. Society can take a long hard suck. Sincerely, me.