does anyone else feel totally lost in their life?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by fighter, Oct 17, 2007.

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  1. fighter

    fighter Member

    does anyone else feel totally lost? i don't have any idea what i am doing in my life. i have no direction at all and no real aspirations, no career, family or things such as that. i don't know what my purpose is. i have no real reason to live, and i feel so alone and lost.

    can anyone relate??
     
  2. noplacetogo

    noplacetogo Well-Known Member

    this is exactly how i've been feeling, and i just asked myself tonight what reason do i have to live...i'm just drifting through this meaningless life without a single thing guiding me. it's such a lost lonely feeling, unbearable at times...
    I'm sorry, i have no answers, but i can say, we're in the same boat.
     
  3. am I alive

    am I alive Well-Known Member

    Yeah,i know what you talking about,i am asking my self every day whats the purpose of my existence,and what am i living for...the saddest thing is that i am pretty sure nothing is gonna change,but i am still alive.
     
  4. kim 13

    kim 13 Member

    yeah,my life is whole crap,too!
    i have no job,i am always depressed and it feels so like i am alone and this feeling is killing me since i was born.but the last years were the worst!but we have to live,because...well i don't know i think it's a very hard challenge and we must go through it!
    kim 13
     
  5. bleach

    bleach Well-Known Member

    yes. :sad:
     
  6. bluefugue

    bluefugue Member

    Yes, I feel the same way.

    I lost my job a few months ago and have found it difficult to find new work. I wasted years of my life in a dead-end job with no career prospects and now I am paying the price. At 32 I feel as if my life is already over.

    I think about suicide a lot, but in a detached way... things haven't yet gotten bad enough that I would seriously consider it.

    But I have no idea where my life will go, or how I will be able to survive financially in the future. I know there are drastic measures I can take (go to grad school, get vocational training etc.) and I will probably have to do something along those lines, but it's difficult to put the process in motion when I am under a cloud of constant pain and depression and I am full of regret and bewilderment over how my life shaped up so disastrously.
     
  7. mb75

    mb75 Well-Known Member

    yes I do, I haven't done anything that I can be proud of... I see my life as a total waste... if at this age i am nothing and haven't done anything, i don't expect anything more in the future.... things are just getting worse and worse and the most difficult part is getting up every morning
     
  8. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    yeh, I literally have nothing.
    At least back "home" I had friends, a job, school, id party, id socialise, the house was beautiful, hell i had the closet thing to a life!

    When everything u ever loved is stolen from you, then u have no reason to go on.
    I have no life plan, the only plans i have are to fucking die.
     
  9. Whitewolf

    Whitewolf Well-Known Member

    I can relate. My parents keep proposing to me, all these dreams they have for me, and it just makes me feel bad. I don't plan on living long enough to fulfill any of those aspirations. Then again I thought I would have found a way to kill myself by now. Though I hate to admit it, i enjoy living, on the occasion. Once in awhile, something good does happen, and it makes me wonder whether i should see this through, it gives me hope, for a little while. If there is a God, it's a pretty cruel tease.:dry:
     
  10. Trip the Dark fantastic

    Trip the Dark fantastic Well-Known Member

    Its been a long time since I last lost myself in life!

    Now, I'm told :"Lost in thoughts again, are we"? As if patronising interrogatives have the power of usurping the internal fascist interrogator locked in my soul.
    "Yes" my answer to both "how did you guess.."? How indeed I dare to think.

    ......"are we..."? We are so not, because its me who is, me who needs to be ! What do the "..are we...?" brigade know about internal torture chambers, where my presence in not requested but demanded, every waking second. What do they know of a world in which I already confessed of being the Anti-christ ... and still am held a prisoner...

    ...."lost in thoughts?...." No, just searching. The last exit for the lost must be somewhere in my life...


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  11. Aaron

    Aaron Well-Known Member

    i've been TOTALLY LOST for months it's one of the most horrid feelings i've ever known...i feel like a stranger to the world.
     
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