Does anyone else push all of their guy mates away, but only after certain things? I had a guy from my course, an older guy with kids, flirting with me and he pressured me into having sex twice with him - I didn't want to but he cuddled me afterwards and I haven't had cuddles in so long I pine for them - and now is treating me like dirt and is threatening to get me kicked from course because of my mental health (empty threats, course can't discriminate against mental health). I don't expect a relationship or anything like that, this is a back story to my question. Since all that I've literally pushed all of my guy mates away, even the ones I've known for four years. I don't know why. I find it hard to look guys in the face now, let alone meet their eyes. I'm just wondering, has anyone else done this?