So, does anyone feel that they get some kind of help on this site? Just asking. I don't know where else to turn to. After all ,we are all messed up pretty bad to even be on here. They say that most people die near their birth date and mine is next month. Just thinking outloud. Nothing makes me happy, not even the little things that I used to like. I only get out of bed because the animals need to be fed. I do have a dream but I don't see how to make it happen. I just go day by day but one of these days they will run out.