I do. Every day only reinforces the theme that I was born to lose... born into the wrong genes and the wrong family... going absolutely nowhere and failing everything I attempt along the way. People say to believe in yourself and you will feel better, but why would I?... would you believe in something ridiculous on pure heresay?... why would I believe in something when i have overwhelming proof that it isnt true? This isn't just a frame of mind, this is who I am. I know i'm a worthless failure like I know there is ground under foot. When someone criticizes me I don't feel offended, just embarrassed and ashamed that someone has found out the truth. I know for a fact that every word is true.