I have posted before. I get the same drivel. Are these all just wrote answers? That is all I seem to get. No one cares, really. I just lost the most important woman in my life. Not a lover, just a brilliant, caring woman. I thought she would be there for me when things got to much. To talk to, if nothing more. She is gone, now. I am not complaining about her loss. I am at a loss of where to go to to deal with my feelings. They are to strong for me to deal with. I want to go away and not have to deal with them and the other issues in my life, such as joblessness, alcoholism, sexual deviancy, depression. I am not going to make it. I want to talk to someone that at least sees my problems, not necessarily understands them. I don't want a phone number, they will come take me away again. I wont have that. I will die first. Where can I go to talk online?