I believe there is a higher power, maybe because I was raised as such, maybe because it is human nature. I am a firm believer in evolution and other Main stream religion contradicting sciences. However, the more I know, the more it seems to me that there must be something else. The question is: Obviously my interpretation of what God may be is obviously influenced by my culture and by my upbringing....... Given this....... It is safe to realize that I apply human characteristics to my notion of a God..... Given this........ and the condition of my existence as well as others.... It brings me to the conclusion, that God doesnt care, or God is evil, or there is some meaning to all this suffering. I put faith in the last the least. IMO, suffering is suffering. Who gives a shit really, Not like any of this will make a difference anyhoo. Just another extension of my anger I guess.