Everybody gets suicidal from times to times, esp when going through some rough times.That said, even if u overcome this suicidal feeling, u will probably fall back on them again when something bad happens in your life.But if u beaten this once, u can do it again.
I believe that u don t just stop being suicidal like that...But if u say u get better at times and if the suicidal mood is less frequent, this means u are slowly recovering.Shit happens so you ll prolly have many mood swings b4 u overcome this, so be prepared and don t despair next time u feel u want to die.
Apart from that i m confident that being suicidal has to do with depression and feeling trapped..Experiments have shown that animals get depressed when they can t avoid a painful stimulus, or in other words when they feel trapped and they can t escape..The symptoms of this depression are similar to the human suicidal feeling;they stop eating, they lose their appettite for sex, they remain lazy and they don t even try to avoid the negative stimulus that is practised on them, as if they quit nad want to die.
So, if u feel trapped in your routine, if you feel u don t have much choice about what s happening in your life, u are likely to get suicidal thoughts everyday.Medication and therapy will prolly help u get over this.
I wish there will be a day when we ll all stop thinking about death and we ll be able to be optimistic about our lives