I have suffered from depression for four years now, and every day I feel that I'm losing this terrifying battle. I'm finding it harder to cope every day, and I'm losing all hope I ever had. Dont get me wrong the 4years have gone up and down, but now i can feel i'm going into a deep state of depression. I dont want to go back there... Not again. Not now. All I want to know is, does the depression ever go away? Will I ever be truely happy again? Will I ever be able to live a normal life?