Does anything really matter anymore? I mean what's the point. We are all going to be gone in the end. am I looking at this wrong. I'm sure everyone feels this way but does it go away? how can you look at the good when you are surrounded by unchanging bad? how do you change the bad to good yourself? why does it have to feels this way? so lost and done as if nothing is important cuz when you think about it< nothing is. the world is a crazy place and i dont understand when the bad goes away. why are some people lucky? why are some people not? I have some good things but when i actually look at them they mean nothing. people say they care but do they really ? how do you really know? how can you really trust? I cant rely on my gut feeling. i need to know the truth sometimes and its impossible so i give up. why try anymore.