It's like my mind is telling me to self harm. I keep having dreams about doing it and it's putting me in such a bad mood that people around me are actually starting to notice, something which does not usually happen and it doesn't feel good when people ask me what's wrong and I have to lie to them. It's stressing me out even more as I can't stop having these dreams, I've had them enough that the image of it has become very vivid in my mind. Argh! I really need this to stop I've got this far and these dreams are ruining it. I haven't ever seen a therapist or anyone as I'm uncomfortable with the idea of it, I know it would probably help I just don't like the idea of that right now as I can't even talk to my friends about anything. .