Do suicides go to hell? I've been reading on suicide memorials and seeing all these couragous people who took their lives. I say this because I have suicidal thoughts and the only thing that stops me not knowing where I'll end up. I'm already living a hellish life in earth! So I guess there's never an end to the pain! I've been reading on Suicide Near death experiences, youtube has an enitre collection of documentaries. Many recount how they ended up falling in a dark pit, where they endured the pain their suicide caused to others. Some even explain hearing screaming and yelling, seeing darkness past beyond their eye sight, and yes IMMEDIATELY REGRETTING what they have done. Oh god....I am afraid. It makes me wonder what happens next? Is it really an escape from hell in earth or a trip to hell?