In the past I've felt suicidal, but I dealt with it. In the past I've felt pain, but I dealt with that too. However, it seems to me that if you've lost someone you loved then the sadness will remain with you forever, no matter how much help you seek or how much you talk about it, the sadness will never go away. I simply feel a part of me has died. I know people say things like "remember the good times you had together" and stuff like that. But it doesn't help. I don't dwell on it and most of the time I don't think about it, but it's always there, like a splinter that can never be removed. I suppose that's the way life is. I'm looking for answers but I kind of suspect that answers can't be found. Anyone know what it's all about?