so i’ve recovered A LOT from this summer. i was at my all time low, being extremely suicidal to the point where i almost went to a mental hospital. i lost all my friends, got bullied, and was having problems with my skin. and i started to get better around the first two weeks of september. i still get feelings of strong sadness at completely random times. is this normal? i can be doing nothing or something i love doing and i’ll just get sad. it started happening like mid october and i was like “it’s fine compared to this summer”. but now it’s becoming more frequent. like suicide is coming back to my mind. does this happen to anyone else?