Doesn't it suck to be OK for a time and then suddently feel depressed and suicidal again for the same reasons? This hapened to me numerous times.I feel really bad and I sometimes had suicide attempts,and after a long time I am better and happier.Then it hits me again.Its just fucking annoying.Plus that no-one likes me.Hell,no-one likes me on this forum also(although I don't blame them). Anyway,just as a thought:I see many saying that killing yourself is a stupid ideea because things will get better.Well,I know a guy from my country that for years now has had basicly the same post on forums.I only discovered him recently,but he's ther for a long time.OK,maybe his problem is not 100% as mine,but you'll see what I mean.He is 29 years old and a virgin.And because he never had a girl or sex,he is always depressed,never enjoys life and basicly has suicidal thoughts for eons now.Now,there are many with suicidal thoughts that are really depressed and probably things will never get better.I am not saying that they need to be in that guy's situation,but you get the ideea. So is it worth to live a shit life like that?maybe suicide is better sometimes. Look,although I have good times,those are still worse then most people have.So hapinnes and all taht was a long shot for me.