I know a lot of people have their own crises but I thought I'd let it out... I'm tired of living basically in my room, the only interaction I have with the world is over the internet. I have no friends. I have depression and my moods cycle rapidly, it's very painful every day. I'm 19 now and I dropped out of high school. There's a very slim chance I could find motivation to study and get into a college any time soon because I'm constantly depressed and hopeless. I likely have a mild form of autism and in social situations I'm always *mute* so I don't see that ever changing. In school nobody liked me and I was extremely bullied. What's the purpose of living such a miserable existence? I wont ever be able to have a normal life. Odds are very low I'll be able to get out of this, so I think I should end my life tomorrow or so while I'm still 19 and I don't become a certified Loser. Other people have friends, places to go, motivation to study and work. Not me. That's all.