A positive post every now and then has got to be a good thing ;D After my attempt on 3rd June I ended up spending all of July in psychiatric hospital and then a few weeks of day patient treatment. Thank God for Bupa cos the NHS were doing nothing! I've had my meds juggled and worked really hard. I am still seeing a psych and my therapist. Life is not perfect but I am doing a lot better than I was. I haven't had a suicidal thought for a few weeks now and even my self harming is vastly reduced. Maybe I am going to make it after all?