doing what i have to do

[forever_scarred]

What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage,
created you a monster,
broken by the rule of love?
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.

And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.

Every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving,
trying to escape this desire,
the yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
The yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.

AND I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.

A glowing ember, burning hot,
AND burning slow.
Deep within, I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you.

I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.

And I have THE sense to recognize
But I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.



I dont want to let mom or scott or megan go but i have no choice...I dont want to let the people i care about here go either but rite now i want to let go of life...i just came from chat, a place i should have talked about it but i just put on the mask and acted fine....i would never in a million years tell them how i am feeling...its not important....ill just keep packing every emotion i feel down til the day when i can no longer hold it in....that day im ready for now....I DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO, NO CHOICE LEFT
Do what

 

[Domo]

Wow, that piece almost brought me to tears. Did you write it yourself?

Also, it is important how you feel. I hope you find the couage you need to speak to us soon.

 

[IV2010]

I hope you can open up to us maybe on threads instead of chat....
I like the poem too...

 

[Kya]

I love sara maglachlan. i don't know what say but i hope you can get help.