I feel Iike I shouldn’t be posting here again, as I already have, but I just don’t know where to turn. All I can think of is ending this stupid pain. It’s getting to the point of where I feel I’ll attempt again. I try to talk to the little family that I have,but I’m met with “stop it” then I get a lecture about how no one wants to be around a person like that, and that I’m nothing but being negative. What do I do? Calling a hotline is one thing, but it only helps in the heat of the moment..once the call is over, I’m back to feeling this way. I’ve been in the hospital already, and I’ll just get threats of being put in one again. This depression and OCD and hatred for myself and my life is causing everything to go wrong.