Just DONE. Yanking ALL my medications being used to control my multiple health problems, done with life, done with everyone who hurts me, done with "friends" who pretend to care as long as they get something from me. Health wise im a type 2 diabetic, have hypothyroidism, fibromyalgia, degenerative spine/disc/joint disease, osteo arthritis, peripheral edema, peripheral vascular disease, celiac/ibs, anemia, endometrial hyperplasia/endometrial cancer, poly cystic ovarian syndrome, b12 deficiency, d deficiency, severe depression, anxiety disorder, history of blood clots in lungs, chronic infections in multiple systems. Thats not everything diagnosis wise but you get the drift. I live on 19 medications. Im severely ill and in need of a surgery to deal with the female cancer crap. Im 35 years old, cant function normally, every day is unbearable pain wise, have no normal social life AT ALL. NO friends locally. Only time i get out is to a doctor, hospital or store. Thats it! My online friends have abandoned me since i got ill, none are around until they want me for something. Otherwise im ignored. I cant live like this ANYMORE! Im totally isolated with no support but one relative. Tired of the bullying, resentment, jealousy and foul vile things a couple relatives do to me constantly. I really dont want this life anymore. Ive made the decision to stop all the meds cold turkey and not have the surgery, life is over anyway screw the surgery bring on cancer getting worse. Done fighting.