I want to die. There is no fight left in me. I think I am too tired and depressed to actually commit suicide. How sad is that? I have people who love me and would try to help me. I don't want the help. I want everything to boil over until it is all consuming, and I can't think about the people who would miss me and who love me. Then I would be able to do it I think. I want to die.
I used to say there were reasons for doing it. I don't have reasons anymore. I just don't want to live. Death is the alternative and it looks more appealing each day.
I used to say there were reasons for doing it. I don't have reasons anymore. I just don't want to live. Death is the alternative and it looks more appealing each day.