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  1. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Two nights now I have had someone email me knowing all about me convincing me that I am a freak that no one likes me, and that they are going to track me down on the healthcare system and find my house to do the job for me.

    I'm done now I cannot deal with this any of it not anymore, I just wanted to thank everyone on here for being so wonderful none of you deserve the shit you are going through. I tried to fix me I really did, I couldnt someone wants me dead so let them have what they want.

    I hope you find a way, take care and look after each other
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    why would you give such an idiot that power. You call authorities and tell them you are being harrassed over internet they can track it down and arrest that person block your email so you don't get messages from them do things right
    You keep the power the control okay don't give it to them.
  3. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Well that Idiot is one of the few people that know me, and if they think that then I know there right I do not trust many people this is why I have had enough I only had a little fight left so fuck it sorry for the language but people are shit
  4. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    **clings to you** :i'm sorry:
  5. Infinite Sadness

    Infinite Sadness Well-Known Member

    Well Rich, I like you. Very much so.
    I'd like to punch the crap out of this person who is threatening you to be quite honest. (GRRRR) Don't let them get the better of you because they are obviously wrong about you. I KNOW they are wrong about you.
    Please don't let this person have what they want.
  6. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Why should I bother fighting for what people clearly want at the end of the day I have nothing to offer, I am fighting something I have no true purpose or meaning or reason to fight. Thats all I can say I am drained empty done
  7. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :hug: :cry: dont give up hun....keep reaching out to me and others here..sorry i have been a way for a bit... :hug:
  8. Infinite Sadness

    Infinite Sadness Well-Known Member

    I don't believe that you have nothing to offer. You have offered me friendship and compassion. You have a lot to offer, it's just that right now you can't see it. You do have purpose, you just have to give yourself time to find it. Please hang in there, you deserve to be happy and healthy sweetie. Whoever this person is that is bothering you has deep-seated problems and they are trying to push them onto you. That is not nice and it isn't fair of them. Not all people are shit. There are some gems out there. You just need to rid yourself of the poisonous ones.

    I am here for you.
  9. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Don't give this person power over you..You have every right to be upset but don't look down on yourself..There are many here who care what happens with you..Some sit in silence because they just don't know what to say..That doesn't mean they don't care..
  10. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    I just cannot see a way past tonight, I watched the sun go down, and I do not want to see it ever come up again, because I know that will bring another day of pain, hurt, fear and a desperate desire to stop all this. I have been sat here for ages trying to will myself to do it. I keep crying that is how pathetic I am it is not letting this person have power of me or letting them win, all they have done is confirm to me what I thought I was all along-nothing.
  11. Viro

    Viro Well-Known Member

    You aren't nothing, Rich. You sound like you're a lot more than he is.
  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I hope you are ok???
    that person is a bully...take no notice of them....
    as violet said report them to the authorities...god knows who else they are harrassing the same way...
    please don't listen to are a better person by far...
    keep reaching out here..we care..
  13. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Thank you for your words, I attempted last night I couldn't cope and well it didn't work and now I just feel sick again and have pains in my stomach.

    So not only do I feel completely empty and numb, I feel really ill now-guess it wasn't meant to be but now I don't know what to do or think sorry again
  14. Aquarius123

    Aquarius123 Well-Known Member

    Dear Friend - it may be people who want this for you, but the Universe most certainly does not! The Universal Force brought us into being and we are Its beloved children. Don't give in - don't give up!

    You are a precious and unique being – don’t allow anyone to convince you otherwise. You are a beloved child of the Universe, the same as the trees and the stars, and you have a right to be here and to find a measure of happiness. We are all different from everybody else who ever walked the Earth, and we are all specially gifted in some way. Even if others pursue the same creative activities as we do, everybody has their own special and unique way of expressing themselves. In the course of our evolution as individuals and through many lifetimes, we all have developed our own set of abilities. There always will be someone who is better than we are, at one thing or another; and everyone is likely to be our superior at least in one way. But do not overlook that this is valid for each one of us.

    Every human soul has been provided by our Creator with a different set of gifts and talents. They have taken many lifetimes to develop and it is important to be grateful for them, to take good care of them and further develop them, to the best of our ability. The whole range of that which has been bestowed upon us produces a vibration and a sound that is uniquely our own. The entire human race is like a room that is filled with billions of musical instruments. Listening to the symphony they are producing together, it may seem to us as if some of the instruments in some way sounded better than ours. Don’t be disturbed by this, because it’s due to the fact that every instruments is a unique creation, to ensure that no-one matches exactly anyone else’s sound. No matter how hard they may try, it’s impossible!

    We are all tiny particles of a vast whole, and the functioning of one is as important as that of all the others for the wellbeing of the whole. Every single one is rare and precious in the eyes of the One who created us. And whatever we imagine this being to be, even the greatest sceptic is bound to admit that we and our world cannot have appeared out of nowhere. Our Creator holds the Great Plan of life in His/Her loving hands and designed us to be exactly the way we are.

    We are not some kind of a random and haphazard appearance, or some kind of a cosmic joke. We are in this life so that we may learn to love, appreciate and accept ourselves, just the way we are, because that is the way the Great White Spirit, who is our true Father/Mother, loves us and wants us to be. We all contain the seed of perfection and all we have to do is give of their best in all situations. This gradually brings forth ever more of our Divine qualities from within the very core of our own being.

    With love and light,
  15. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    I would love to know what the great plan is for me because I feel I have completed and done everything I need to and that this lifetime is complete for me, I have never felt so sure about anything
  16. Aquarius123

    Aquarius123 Well-Known Member

    Dear Friend – if the purpose of your present lifetime really had been completed, you would have departed from this plane of life already. The fact that you are still with us on this side seems to me a sign that work is still waiting to be done by you.

    The way I understand this life is that each one of us was created to fulfil one specific task in our present existence, some kind of a job that can only be carried out by us and which is rightfully ours. To find it, it is essential that we follow the inner guidance of our natural inclinations. We need learn to dream our own dreams and to pursue them, not those of others, no matter how dear they may be to us, even parents or grandparents.

    Only by never imitating others can we hope to be true to our real and Highest Self and find our special assignment. Through acting in accordance with Its will and desires, refusing to follow the drives and urges of our lower earthly nature, whilst giving of our best at all times, hand in hand with God and the Angels each one of us is meant to develop their own precious and unique set of gifts to its highest potential and full flowering.

    The whole process is a bit like applying for a job, but this time we shall be luckier than we have ever been before! Just imagine, out of the billions of potential applicants we alone have the right qualifications. What more could anyone ask for? Yet, the fulfilment we are seeking on the Earth plane is not going to drop into anyone’s lap like Manna from the Heavens. Insisting on living selfishly and seeing life as an endless round of pleasure-seeking is not the way, that’s for sure. But when we strive to work for the good of the whole and allow our innermost feelings, highest aspirations, hopes, ideals and dreams to guide us, we cannot fail.

    With love and light,
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