when i went to bed last night I felt strange.. this might sound weird.. death was on my mind, it had been most the day. i felt like my body was dead, decomposing.. i know thats kinda stupid coz how the hell would i know what that feels like but thats the only way i can explain. i felt like i was gone but stuck in my body as it rotted, and i could feel it happening. i tried to block it out but i lay there restlessly for a while, while this feeling continued throughout my body. couldn't stay still, when i was still it felt more powerful.. eventually my meds took over and knocked me out.