I don't think I have ever belonged, or if I have, I'd have it taken away from me swiftly. Like I've been here for a long time but don't know anyone bascially, vice versa. I know its at least partially my fault, I just make isolated posts and go away, am I afraid of making relationships? People offer me to PM them and they'll listen to me and I never do. Also, I think I'm ignored here because I am right now only depressed and think about suicide, but don't have plans to do it soon, haven't attempted, etc. I feel that I will eventually. I don't blame you guys, the people that actually are in danger of commiting suicide right now take priority. Maybe I should go to another forum for just depressed people, not immediately suicidal people like this one? :unsure: And plus there's so many people here, I'm just lost in the ocean. Sorry to sound greedy, but I feel like I need more attention and everyone else will get it and I won't because there aren't enough resources to go around. I feel like I'm being patronized here sometimes and I bare my soul (or try to at least) and then get short generic replies sometimes. Sorry if I've offended anyone.