picture this..... your on the floor, slumpt against a wall. its cold. theres <edit moderator total eclipse triggering> self-inflicted wounds are weeping. theres a sharp pain in your abdomen. your shaking uncontrolably. tears are streaming down your face. empty packets and bottles that once <edit moderator total eclilpse methods>. your vision is blurred and your halucinating....not a nice image is it?? thats me....i hurt myself to drown out the painfull memories and mental agony i face everyday. somehow physical pain is easier for me to cope with than mental pain. but once you start its hard to stop. ive suffered irreversable damage to my liver and kidneys and ive fucked up my whole digestive tract. please find help before you think about doing anything to yourself. find help as soon as you feel a problem. dont end up like me.